This I Believe : Smiles and Optimism

Ashley Madelyn say that she thinks that if you smile long enough you become happy. I totally disagree because even though you would like to see the brighter side to a problem and or issue its hard when the person you love or that youb are dear to either let you down or hurt your feelings. Me personally when i'm upset or something Ido not want to smile because there is nothing that is worth smiling over. My mother always tells me that I shouldn't let anyone know that I was mad because that is giving the person that is hurting you exactly what they wanted which was to make you mad. Me frankly, I don't care. I feel as though there is no way smiling when i'm mad or upset or even sad would make me feel better. To be honest it would make me feel worst. I say this because when i'm not in a good mood and someone tries to make me happy again it pisses me off. Just let me blow some steam off before you go and try to play counselor on me. I'm not in the mood so let me be until I am completely ready to talk or to be chilled again but in the meantime allow me to be human and to live.